Also, must be a pretty high porch to want to commit suicide from it lol
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Also, must be a pretty high porch to want to commit suicide from it lol
I live in a 2 story house. The porch is a balcony porch @gunnut
@godfather I'll think about it
Porch =/= balcony, but whatever.Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
Iv'e been very sad as well (iv'e been depressed for a while now) and i know what it feels like to want to commit suicide. Dont do it, man. Just dont.
Well too late for that cuz I tried. The sad part is it wasn't that bad until I woke up
Did you just post this thread and jump? Just curious.
I don't make my sadness obvious until I might as well have toQuote:
Originally Posted by Gunnut19
o.O No. I logged off for a while then jumpedQuote:
Originally Posted by Gunnut19
Dude, i've been scared for the past 24 hours whether you were ok or not. I'm glad to see you still here, but let me quote what i've said before: out of the millions of sperm you are the one that made it. Don't ever forget that. You were the best all the way back then and you'll always be the best.
1- Ew I don't know my dad and I don't want to know his spermQuote:
Originally Posted by Uprising
2- Its actually not a matter of skill or anything"miraculous" that I was born. The process of what sperm becomes a baby is merely happenstance and instinct on the part of the sperm, that is merely lost at childbirth.
Well, you could always make my advice look stupid :p But still, i'm glad to know that you're ok.Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
You're awfully pessimistic.Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
I'm a pessimist, depressed, ugly (not that it matters), unskilled, and having little friends
The only thing I got going for me is Catholisism, and I think God will eventually forgive me if I commit suicide
Dude, don't think like that.Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
I'm not a religious [boy], but if God did exist, you could look at it as him intervening that you managed to survive the fall.
Trust me, friends aren't all that important, I have none and live a perfectly fine life.
Little friends, not counting the probably almost 100 people on here that are your friend?Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
ha, remove a zero and you'll have a high estimate :wat:
Good thing you're on suicide watch, if you're going to be like that.Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
idk what pessimist means...*grabs dictionary and looks it up*...expecting the worst..ok.Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
I am the same way. I am a pessimist as well, i have depression, i am ugly and have little to no friends as well. I am terribly unskilled as well i feel like i cant really do anything right.
(I am also, poor and unintelligent but thats besides the point)
I know how you feel pretty much exactly and i really want to commit suicide as well but i dont plan on doing it any time soon, if ever. just give it time and i am sure things'll get better.
You know how close I was to finding your area and contacting St. Louis police?
Come on, Brad. Can't you see that all of us really care for your well being? Heck, every single moderator was freaking out and trying to see if there was a way to contact authorities in your area. We care about you and we want you to have the best. Looking at everything negatively isn't the best life choice and you will only bring yourself spiraling down into a dark abyss if you keep it up. Like I've mentioned in this thread before, you still have a very good 70 years of your life left to live, maybe even more than that, but you've got to let life take its course. Just because life sucks right now doesn't mean that it will 10 years from now. Or even 5 years. Just give it a chance.
I'm pretty sure that wouldn't work, but for future reference, don't try anywayQuote:
Originally Posted by Wumbo
Dude, we don't want you to die. We were willing to do anything to stop you. But some people kept saying not to get involved so nobody made the call... :shrug:Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
That and Facebook and Google-Fu had failed me.Quote:
Originally Posted by Uprising
I'm no supermanQuote:
Originally Posted by Dion
Just because my parents are dead and I have nothing doesn't mean I'm going to bounce back for the better.
Good thing Batman Arkham 3 is coming out for xbox soon or I would be even more depressed
No seriously though, I hate almost everything
None of us are superman but you need to be smarter than this. Everything takes time and you have lots of time to get better. You just need to let that time pass.Quote:
Originally Posted by Boo-Bradley
eh ok. It helps to keep my mind occupied, but I can only do that for so long
So are you currently still in the hospital?
Nope. Apparently I was "lucky" because I escaped with amazingly minor injuries for such a fall
apparently a "miracle"
irony
Glad your okay. If you feel this way again (I really hope you don't) just get real friends to help you. ANYONE, who might be able to help
dude you got to let us talk to you. I know the feeling of wanting to end it all. I've tried after losing my fiancee(actually girlfriend never got the chance to ask) in a car accident. I've dealt with it for years. I can honestly tell you that it hurts for a long time. but eventually it gets better. the pain never really goes away, but it lessens over time.
and I did make the call. they said they would try.
stay with us man cause we do love you
That just makes me sadder
First off, I am glad you are okay. Trust me, I know the feel. I have had a shitty life. I am pretty sure I am a high functioning autistic individual, I have fetal alcohol syndrome. I have been physically and emotionally abused by my mother as an infant, I was raped in foster care, I lost my father figure. Trust me, life fucking sucks. I know that feel, wanting it all to go away. Sometimes I feel like no one here or anywhere likes or loves me. Trust me, I may not know your exact feelings, but I know that feel of isolation. Everyone has or has had this feeling sometime in their life.
I am not going to promise you it will get better. It could get worse, or better. I am not going to promise anything. I don't know how your life will turn out. But if you want to make your life better, suicide is NOT the answer. Like I said, it might not get better, but it has a better chance if you actively try to change yourself, your life. This might seem harsh, but it is a fact. I love ya man, and I hope the best.
Ok. I love you guys too
I am only asking because I care and I won't waste my time blasting you about my thoughts on Suicide.
Are you ok?
Don't......
Don't hurt yourself....
Never do that again. You had me scared half to death, dude.
Don't think about suicide, and don't think so negative to yourself, your not ugly and your here on earth for a reason god placed you in. Stuff happens but "what doesn't kill u makes u stronger" and suicide will b pointless. Also as a side note, your family is not gone, you got us here at the forum and if that's not enough 4 u, make friends, a group that relates to u. Think + and you'll make friends, if u keep thinking ill never get a friend then you'll never get one. I learned that from experience, I went from bottom of the food chain to being a member of the soccer team and friends with popular people. Believe in u, and trust others.
So some people still don't understand my reasoning for being depressed
so here they all are:
I have Stomach and Testicular Cancer
I'm leaving school and never seeing any of my friends ever again
My dads dead, mom just died, and step dads hardly around (work)
Kenny's death and just random bouts of depression also have their hurt on me
I'm always in pain and boredom.
I completely understand why you would be depressed. I know it's hard to keep your chin up, but the more positive you are the stonger you'll be.Quote:
Originally Posted by Brad
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Originally Posted by Brad
That's...really, really rough, man.