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    I'm just wearing down

    School stress has been kicking my ass recently. I usually get stress at the end of the year but this year it's just relentless. I've cried at least three times so far, and I'm just feeling like I can't do what's being asked of me, and that I keep fucking myself at every chance I get to change. I will do the work, I basically have no choice, but I have no faith that it'll be good.

    I'm feeling surfacing feelings of incompetency and incapability. Like I could never do it and I'm just a fraud, because people keep saying I'm smart and that I'll get through it, but they don't see all the procrastination that I do, all the unhealthy things I do, the struggle I feel I'm having with even basic academic tasks.

    I used to pride myself on my resolve, that I'll stick through with my head held high enough to not feel like I'm drowning. But this year it's really different. I just want this year to be over. I regret even taking one of my history classes (that's really causing this issue). Every time I think of that research paper for that history class, the more scared I get to work on it, and the more I just want to push it away and never do it. But I have to, otherwise I'll just fucking fail. Like I said, I will do the work, but every time I think about it, the less I want to do it and the more I just wanna hide in my room and cry.

    I'm just wearing down, guys, and it fucking sucks.
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    School honestly always gets people like that, obviously you and myself included, over time. It totally fucking sucks but just remember its more the sign of a really tough and often unfair system. I promise it'll be ok, don't beat yourself up and just keep powering through it till its time for a break. And hey I bet your grades are better than most of the people I know myself included you're a smart fella


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    LAWLzoR's Avatar 2016 Rapper of the Year
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    Thank you Brad I honestly have a hard time not beating myself up over things. I only have ~9 days to read through a bunch of primary sources and answer a question I think is impossible to do well, but I'll try!
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